Wala Lang

For my title, I am borrowing one of the episode titles of Grey’s Anatomy.  I just love the show and all the characters in the show — except Meredith Grey! My sister may be right in saying that were it not for the fact that Meredith’s name is on the title, they would have killed her off a long time ago.

Anyway, I don’t blame Meredith for wanting to just stop living during the last few episodes of the third season. There are times in a person’s life that tiredness just suddenly creeps in. One suddenly feels so fed up with living and starts wanting to just let go. 

I go to the pool now to swim every other day. There are moments when I just let go and allow myself to float. Such bliss. I feel all the worry and anxiety flowing out of me as I float around the pool. I feel so light.

No wonder Meredith did not try too hard to tread on the water when she fell off the pier. If you just allow yourself to float, life seems to be kinder.